i just wanna have some eating disordered newt. preferably if it's gen but i don't mind any pairing, just people realising newt's not really naturally thin and that he might have a problem. it would be amazing if it explained how the disordered eating started and if newt struggles with it not because he feels unattractive, rather than because it is a defense mechanism to cope with other things. just newt having a hard time, maybe he had already gotten better but old habits die hard, don't they?