Credence's desire to please and gain intimate contact has caused him to seek more from Graves. Graves' feelings are more paternal. Anything sexual, he feels like a dirty old man taking advantage of a seriously damaged person. Because does Credence really even know what he's asking/feeling? Is it just him desiring any sort of closeness he can get? Is he really in love at all like he thinks he is?
Graves would like Credence to have his first sexual experience with someone of the similar age, who truly love each other without the emotional baggage. However, he's also afraid that Credence could easily be used and manipulated. Sex should be equally enjoyable. Not just about the pleasure of one over the other. And there's so much Credence doesn't know about, so much the future partner wouldn't know about.
So, Graves decides that the safest way to educate Credence and ensure he doesn't get hurt is to give in and do it himself... although he feels disgusted with himself as well. Thus he's inadvertently doing to HIMSELF what he wants to save Credence from: having sex out of some sort of "obligation", not because he would really desire it.
Conclusion is open for the potential filler. Does it stay one-sided? Is Credence really in love with Graves? Does Credence find out what Graves actually did?
Graves/Credence, Graves reluctantly educates Credence, one-sided, dub-con
Credence's desire to please and gain intimate contact has caused him to seek more from Graves. Graves' feelings are more paternal. Anything sexual, he feels like a dirty old man taking advantage of a seriously damaged person. Because does Credence really even know what he's asking/feeling? Is it just him desiring any sort of closeness he can get? Is he really in love at all like he thinks he is?
Graves would like Credence to have his first sexual experience with someone of the similar age, who truly love each other without the emotional baggage. However, he's also afraid that Credence could easily be used and manipulated. Sex should be equally enjoyable. Not just about the pleasure of one over the other. And there's so much Credence doesn't know about, so much the future partner wouldn't know about.
So, Graves decides that the safest way to educate Credence and ensure he doesn't get hurt is to give in and do it himself... although he feels disgusted with himself as well. Thus he's inadvertently doing to HIMSELF what he wants to save Credence from: having sex out of some sort of "obligation", not because he would really desire it.
Conclusion is open for the potential filler. Does it stay one-sided? Is Credence really in love with Graves? Does Credence find out what Graves actually did?